Another French delicacy.
This gorgeous picture belies the near-catastrophe
that the pie was. This was the first pie in a long while where I felt like
giving up. Throw in the towel, literally. I had the hardest time layering the
apple slices, which kept springing out at odd places and ruining the shape. And
the whole thing took so long, the dough stuck to the silicone mat and I couldn’t
quite transfer it to the pan. And I had a dinner appointment to make! Looking
down at the squished up dough and the jumble of oxidized, brown apples, I just
wanted to scoop the whole thing up, transfer it into a trash bag, and pretend
the French had never invented this stupid galette. And for a split second, I
saw myself doing it. It was like momentarily imagining abandoning a beloved pet
that is being particularly, willfully naughty. We’ve all had those moments…
I don’t really know what kept me going. I
mean, what really keeps us from quitting in situations like this? Ah, these psycho-philosophic
questions I no longer have time for because I’m busy baking. (Which is ironic
because I’d originally imagined, all those months ago, that I’d use this blog
to air out my thoughts, using baking as “kindling.” I realized very quickly
that baking is much more fun.) So, the simple answer is this: because quitting
is NOT an option. Let the result be what it may, I have never quit a pie
mid-way.
But really, I hate bad
results. So, somehow, I willed it to be good:)
And it was very very good! (Which was a
huge relief because I shared it with someone with the highest of standards.)
The softened dough crisped up, the apple slices sorted themselves out, and even
the shape looked “rustic.” It must have been part miracle… If I could just
figure out how to make this without all the fuss and panic, it would actually
be preferable to the standard apple pie. There’s something about the delicate
layering of the slices and the perfect apple-to-crust ratio that makes it taste more elegant. And it’s so “light,”
you could probably eat half the pie before you realize what you’ve done.
So, here’s to not giving
up!
Looking back, there were
quite a few similar cases. I picked the top 5 pies where I was really ready to
quit, but didn’t… to some spectacular results:
1. Apple Galette, the
miracle that sorted itself out
2. Fresh
Berry Tart, the one where I remade the entire filling
3. Apricot
Strip and Tartlets, the puff pastry challenge
4. Danish
Pastry, the one requiring toothpick-and-string engineering
5. Raspberry
and Grand Marnier Cream Cake Tart, the one where I had to start over many
times because of a stupid and obvious mistake
You should get a prize for never giving up on your pies... I've never seen you so committed to something! Maybe it's just a part of your 고집불통 character. :)
ReplyDeleteWhat do you mean? I'm always super committed to everything I do (because if I'm not, I just don't do it). These just have very visible results!
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